before a new, fresh start.

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows its composure

Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders

I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it

Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter

I'd never drag them in battles that I can't handle unless

I absolutely have to

I'm supposed to set an example

I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em

If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em

/Eminem - Like toy soldiers/

'' love of a family is life's greatest blessing'' /Laura Vētra/

NYC for Christmas. love it.

lieliski pavadīts laiks - ģimene, ziemassvētki un NY.

prāts pārāk noguris, lai pastāstītu sīkāk par braucienu.

love much

gribējās te parādīties, kādu laiciņu neesmu te bijusi.


viss, kas notiek, notiek uz labu, vai ne?


šorīt no rīta pa radio dzirdēju, ka šogad palikušas tikai 3 nedēļas, trakums. pēdējā nepilnā nedēļa skolā un 4dien jau prom uz Minsku un tad 2dien lidojam pie māsas, āh, excited! nespēju sagaidīt.
gribās Ziemassvētkus, to mīlīgo ģimenisko sajūtu, esmu priecīga, ka beidzot būsim visi kopā, patiešām.

un jā, patīk pašai sevi fočēt.

ir brīži, kad jebkurā gadījumā kāds ir jāsāpina, no tā vienkārši neizbēgt.

mans raksturs neļauj man tik vienkārši uzmest kādam man svarīgam cilvēkam, tikai dēļ manām mirkļa iegribām, tajā pat laikā zinot, ka manas vēlmes var novest pie sekām, kuras varētu būt sāpīgākas, nekā, tad ja apstātos jau tagad.

laboju: un patiesībā, nemaz nebija vērts.

inlove.

sick of this whole drama shit.

give me a break. once again fuck world and give me New York.
sometimes it just feels like the whole world wants to be a drama queen and you know what? everyone at the same time.
sometimes it just feels like running away and never coming back.
I just don't get this. what's the point? what's the point of shitting or throwing a knife in others back? not that I'm an angel, but I'm just sayin. enough is enough.
why can't we live like a big happy family, ok, like it's gonna happen. sorry, I think there's just too much drama going on these last few days... or maybe weeks. not sure. just wanna get somewhere quiet to empty my mind, somewhere away from my routine and people around me.

well, and as you may see sometimes it just feels like writing english.




/Ludacris ft. Mary J Blige - Runaway Love/